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I don't feel like I'm alive anymore and I feel so selfish for thinking that in my life all I've ever done is help people yet for some that seems to never be enough I've never wanted to feel more love in my life than ever I feel like im searching for it yet I can never find it, it kills me so much thinking I am able to try and take my own life away at this very moment im helping over 18,000 people because I care so much about other people I cant live like this anymore I want to help others yet I cant help myself how that works don't ask me but its always everyone else before me but I feel I cant do it anymore my life is a mistake I hate my life I hate my world I just want it to end what makes things worse is im numb to everything and everyone I cant feel a thing anymore I just want my shell to be broken but I feel I'll never break it and that's what scares me the most really I want to feel alive but I just feel dead I cant do it no more.

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Profile Photo by dolphin007 ANGEL24K (309k points)   7 7 12
Greetings Horwood... try to click on the URL that will surely heal your mind, body & soul...


Verses in the Holy Bible about healing:

Isaiah 41:10 ESV / 376 helpful votes

Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

Jeremiah 17:14 ESV / 314 helpful votes

Heal me, O Lord, and I shall be healed; save me, and I shall be saved, for you are my praise.

1 Peter 2:24 ESV / 277 helpful votes

He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, that we might die to sin and live to righteousness. By his wounds you have been healed.

Jeremiah 33:6 ESV / 262 helpful votes

Behold, I will bring to it health and healing, and I will heal them and reveal to them abundance of prosperity and security.

Isaiah 53:5 ESV / 251 helpful votes

But he was wounded for our transgressions; he was crushed for our iniquities; upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace, and with his stripes we are healed.

Psalm 103:2-4 ESV / 231 helpful votes

Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits, who forgives all your iniquity, who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit, who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy,

James 5:15 ESV / 209 helpful votes

And the prayer of faith will save the one who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven.

James 5:14 ESV / 150 helpful votes

Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the church, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord.

James 5:16 ESV / 143 helpful votes

Therefore, confess your sins to one another and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person has great power as it is working.

3 John 1:2 ESV / 126 helpful votes

Beloved, I pray that all may go well with you and that you may be in good health, as it goes well with your soul.

Proverbs 17:22 ESV / 114 helpful votes

A joyful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones.

Matthew 10:1 ESV / 111 helpful votes

And he called to him his twelve disciples and gave them authority over unclean spirits, to cast them out, and to heal every disease and every affliction.

Psalm 147:3 ESV / 110 helpful votes

He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.

Matthew 10:8 ESV / 107 helpful votes

Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse lepers, cast out demons. You received without paying; give without pay.

Deuteronomy 7:15 ESV / 97 helpful votes

And the Lord will take away from you all sickness, and none of the evil diseases of Egypt, which you knew, will he inflict on you, but he will lay them on all who hate you.

Philippians 4:19 ESV / 86 helpful votes

And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus.

Psalm 41:3 ESV / 85 helpful votes

The Lord sustains him on his sickbed; in his illness you restore him to full health.

Proverbs 4:20-22 ESV / 71 helpful votes

My son, be attentive to my words; incline your ear to my sayings. Let them not escape from your sight; keep them within your heart. For they are life to those who find them, and healing to all their flesh.
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I take it you are 15, yet you are trying to help 18,000 people! What? Why don't you wait until you become an adult, then maybe you can help people later. But I am only 59 so still learning. I know nothing about teenagers why they think they need to be in a relationship. Why? Leave it - grow up first! There is no need to rush, what does it prove, not that you are grown up that's for sure. First you must learn how to be yourself, everyone should learn to live on their own first, (not that you should need to do that at 15, few years time), before learning to live with someone else. Give up on the relationships for a while. A long while. You made mistakes - well, they can't be undone, just parcel them up, forgive yourself and move on. No one gets through life without mistakes. Sounds like professional help is what you need. Maybe talking to someone. It is possible you have some mental health problems. I mean that in a serious way, I am not name calling or anything. Young people are valuable to psychosis and such like. The higher IQ the more vulnerable you are. And I would say you have a good IQ Take a step back relax, nothing wrong in putting yourself first. It others don't like it - tough!. Say sorry, right now, I can't help, not that I don't want to, but I need to take time out. No one expects, or should expect a 15 year old to their personal Samaritan. I wish you lots of luck, honestly will be a great person...It's not good for the human mind to take on too much at once. We are only apes after all....Roger
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Profile Photo by mancbiker ANGEL3000+ (3.1k points)   2 16
You reaching out to help others is your way of trying to find the warmth and love you need by giving yourself to support them. It is a wonderful thing that you are doing, and I promise that at some point there will be someone who will love you as the amazing and giving person you are.

You don't need to give everything, save some of yourself for you. There will always be people needing to be helped on their journey through life, but there is only one you. Make sure you take care of yourself as much as you try to help others.

Sometimes the darkness in which we find ourselves can be truly overwhelming. When it feels too much just remember how others felt when you supported them through difficult times, and think of how special a person you are for being there for them.

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