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I can't. I hate my family. I only love my friends my best friends. Everything is going to change, it's the holidays and I'm stuck with them and i have to visit cousins and watch them be happy, when they're never happy at home or care of my existence. Today is the start of my downfall and no one can catch me, i'm just going to keep falling until i reach rock bottom, until i die. But it may be years till i do so since i have my friends, they mean the world to me, but they do not know about my problems, i want them to be happy but they're all suicidal or going through something. I can't tell them, my problems will only be a burden. I've already tried opening up, but the response hurt. "This is getting too stressful every one of us has problems and its just too hard...but i wont give up" At that moment the chain around my heart tightened and now has a new accessory...a lock. They threw away the key and will now never know about me and my struggles. But if i do tell them how i feel then we're all suicidal and have problems, wouldn't the easier way out be killing ourselves?
    

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Hi,

I've struggled with depression, including suicidal thoughts, and there's been a lot of improvement for me. I've been taking anti-depressant medications and a mood stabilizer medication. Also I've been trying to do the 12 Steps of Emotions Anonymous. Part of my continued healing is that I share with others the solution.


1: We admitted we were powerless over our emotions--that our lives had become unmanageable.

2: We came to believe that a power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.

3: We made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him.

4: We made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.

5: We admitted to God, to ourselves and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs.

6: We were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character.

7: We humbly asked Him to remove our shortcomings.

8: We made a list of all persons we had harmed and became willing to make amends to them all.

9: We made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others.

10: We continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong, promptly admitted it.

11: We sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God as we understood Him, praying only for knowledge of His will for us and the power to carry that out.

12: Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, we tried to carry this message and to practice these principles in all our affairs.


Emotions Anonymous, a fellowship of people recovering from emotional problems like anxiety, depression and anger.
http://www.emotionsanonymous.org

My story can be found here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8EysSD4rGew

Thanks for reading this.

May peace be with you,
Anonymous
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Hi! I believe that friends are supposed to be there for one another in times of need. You have wonderful friends around you who care and love you that same way as you do for them. If they are truly your friends, your problems will never be a burden to them. They will definitely be there supporting you and helping you get better. But if they aren't supportive and helpful, maybe they aren't the right friends for you. I have learnt this the hard way and got hurt ago the way. But what doesn't kill you makes you stronger right?

Please do not believe that suicidal would be a easier way out of life.  You have to overcome the devils that's within so that you can live to tell the tale. You're a warrior, a fighter and you'll make it through. I believe in you. Many people in the world probably have the same issues. Some fight through it. Some give up. Do you want to be the one who will fight their own battles to be stronger and better or to give up even when you still have a chance to fight for and hope to become better? You said you're falling and there's no one to catch you. Along the fall, I'm sure there are branches sticking out for you to hold on, rocks and steps for you to step on. All you have to do is to reach out and hold on.  Give yourself a chance to fight on. You're worth fighting for and to be happy.
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If u want  a friend to talk to outside your realm I am always here. Please email me at defiantlittlebrat@netzero.net. I went through all the bullsh*t that you and your friends are going through. Sometimes it helps to talk to someone who is a complete and total stranger.  I may not be able to help you but I am here to listen. My angel is praying over u tonight.  This beautiful lady is helping me to chill and to cope so I am just paying it forward....
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this site was made to listen t those people like you. well, i or we maybe invisible here, but we do listen. Pray. That is what i can say for now. to ease the burden in your heart. and i/we are here to listen.. life s beautiful!

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