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Since 2013 i have lost on an average 1 a year, my greatest loves...my best brother, mother, service dog and best friend, and the ones who raised me my grandfather and finally last october my grandmother...i put my life on hold to care for my grandparents who both suffered dementia...grandpa went so very quick while gram with 2 brain tumors suffered tremendously...they were both terrified to be in a nursing home...and i promised them i would fight for everything for them...and although im on disability myself...and had to stop my mental meds that kept me asleep through night terrors so that i would be alert for them...it wasnt easy...never knew it was going to be that difficult mentally on my already damaged self...till after her passing...no longer did i have them to catch me when i would fall...no more holidays...and after the house sold...i didnt even have my family home i grew up in...i have a son who thinks his mother abandoned him...i actually allowed my grandparents to have him and give him every need and want and send him to christian private school as to help him achieve his life long dream of becoming a superior court judge...to be protected and shown how to be a great man by the greatest mysgt marine i knew...my hero...my grandpa...somewhere in it all he grew angry...a mothers sacrifice sadly...while my daughter who watched me beat by my ex amongst many other traumas never got the same as my son...needless to say...as adults now...son at 30 with a beautiful wife and daughter home and life is exactly what i could have dreamed of for him...my daughter at 27 is homeless with me...since grams passing...everything that wasnt taken to the dump...taken by my son without permission...or given away i have in a storage unit...i have a smaller one that i got with my few things in it...but on ssi i have paid both of them for over a year...mine has gone from 75 to 170 a month...and 450 for the big one with what i could salvage from my life out of the house... after breaking my ankle and dealing with how i was going to survive...i this month have not been able to pay on my large storage...and even though im selling everything i can and even tried to donate plasma and find work but i am unable to come up with the now included late fee of 465...i would rather die then loose what is left of the only life i once knew...its all i have left and am desperate to save it...im sick from living in my car...my legs and feet swollen and in awful pain...and although my daughter was just approved for subsidized housing...we dont have the deposit to get into it...let alone moving costs and i cant even be happy knowing i may not be able to save whatever i have left that remind me of the love and safety of what was once home and the people who saved my life as a child...id rather be dead...im tired of loosing my most precious loves...im tired of loosing...tired of being told since im living in my car im not really considered homeless...or since i dont have a child in the home under 18...not in emminate danger of domestic violence (im disabled now cause i survived it) not a dealer...addict...or a felon thar im also not a good candidate for services to help me from being homeless....i had a career in the dental field...i even cleaned up my credit so i could get into a home...but went from bad to no credit...still no home and now homeless...no home address means no lenders either...i cant even take my meds again yet cause of the side effects would leave me unable to drive or worse get me a dwi cause im in the drivers seat...unable to drive when being told to leave from that nights spot...at 780 a month from ssi...im fixed...down to the penny...im doing all i can...even pay for the YMCA to take showers...pay my auto insurance...my phone cause the free phones dont afford me the access mine does...and the storage units...gas costs me and my daughter who is also on ssi at 780 a month on average 40 every 3/4 days...and food?? Well it doesnt keep well and no way to really cook anyway...im loosing hope...loosing faith...loosing my mind since loosing everything and everyone else...and all i need is the financial backing and to believe in humanity again...people are cruel to the homeless...and i never knew how tough surviving was...everyday a fight and struggle to take another breath...and although ive tried suicide before a couple of times and am convinced im here till its my time...i will not lie and say if i loose anything more any time soon i wont finish myself...but honestly i would survive anything and everything cause its my fate...please help me save the storage...pay them directly perferably...its all i have left...and if your able to help more i beg of you to consider helping me...im willing to work to pay back whatever is offered...but i cant feel my hands much anymore so vaueables might be better left out of my hands...i feel alone...incapable...and unworthy...broken and alone...and this is my last option...ismlm my angel out there? Am i worthy of the one? Restore my faith in humanity...cause this past year has been the most difficult ive ever experienced...and thats coming from a woman who spent 5 yrs almost dead in a brutal domestic violence situation...on my knees in tears...please god...please help
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my son stepped up and paid 930.00 on the storage unit...i was shocked and felt a ton of weight lifted off of me...then we were approved for deposit help...another big weight lifted...i am now currently looking for some place that will help me to sell the items that need more eyes on...like the big furniture my grandparents had in the home...my break lights just went out on my car...and ive tried to replace a break switch that wasnt the problem...and gotta find the money to replace some relay switches...but the biggest worries have been knocked down...prayers answered...and i wanted to say thank you for the positive message...and continued prayers...i am in much need of them...never been much for asking for much but am glad there is an avenue available...and people who heard me...thank you

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Dear Zaneen,

Thank you for sharing your story. You are a wonderful person and definitely a fighter. Your story will encourage and inspire others ...

Could you post link from one of those crowd funding sites so people might be able to donate to you?
I don't want to give you false hope, but you might also post the storage company's name/address/phone number and your storage number. There might be someone who can help.

I pray for miracle to happen to you and your family ...
Best Wishes!

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