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I’m 23 years old. I have absolutely no family within any sort of distance of my own.  My mom and I have a horrible relationship, my dad and I talk on some day’s. My partner is 28 and he has family he can call and chat with on hard days for him. We don’t see much of each other between his work schedule and my off schedule with the baby since we are ALWAYS alone and stuck inside. I don’t have friends to call. They always laugh when I tell them of a trauma induced episode and how it messed with me and I truly believe we are in danger during those episodes. I got called an embarrassing person because one night at 3 am my oldest daughter who is almost 4 triggered an episode,,my worst one yet..and I called and begged anyone to pickup I texted and freaked out believing on the other side of my door someone had broken in and was waiting on me to open the door I had blocked so they could attack. No one came. No one answered. The fiancé was on the phone with his step dad and just thought I had another episode..which he was correct..but what if it had been real? No one was there. We would’ve died. I was too afraid to call 911 cause well..if it was just an episode they would take my kids and call me crazy. But what do I expect? I have PTSD, Anxiety/depression, BPD, and insomnia, also suspected schizophrenia. I also suffer with fibromyalgia and rheumatoid arthritis and no medications for either because I cannot afford them. I can not afford any of my medications I am supposed to take in order to feel “normal” oh and I have asthma so chasing an 11 month old and a 4 year old is that much harder. I feel like a worthless mother because I have no one to bring them around for a break from one another. My youngest is so attached to me I can’t even bathe without her screaming like someone is hurting her. My partner gets breaks, has friends, gets to go to work, shopping and etc. meanwhile I’m here. As I am every day. With the kids, cleaning, cooking, crying, and caring for everyone in the house. I don’t get 30 mins to myself to cry barley. I can feel myself shutting down. My car broke down over two years ago in PA so I no longer have my own car or independence that I once had before meeting my partner. I’m at a loss. How do I survive this mentally and be there for my kids as my best self without medicine. I pray and I believe in God. It’s just..I feel I’m alone now. More alone than I ever have been. No guiding or loving hand. I was suicidal. Now I just have thoughts of it. Maybe they’d be better off with a woman that can give them family and stimulation they need to grow better than I can. Idk...I just would love advice..maybe from a woman who’s gone through similar and has survived and kids are happy and healthy ? Anyone that finds out my whole story is like “oh poor thing..blah blah.” Then I never hear from them again..:
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Im so sorry your going through this . but just know ive been through almost all the things youve gone through and i feel your pain from personal experience. im 33 and a mother of four. from now on when you need someone to talk to feel free to call me its my passion to help others . ill be here if you need to vent cry talk pray and whatever else might help you cope with your life situations. Be strong keep your head up high and remember its not how many times we fall its how many times we get back up and move foward . im so sorry to hear that ur relationship with your dad is kind of grey .Your children are a blessing and so are you yes it is ok to want and have a break . dont beat yourself up so much . even if its hard try to give yourself some credit and no i do not believe your a worthless mother .... The tongue is a powerful tool and you shouldn't speak or act poorly towards your self . I will help you work on yourself . you made the right choice by not calling police and telling them anything that  can work against  you as a parent . i feel like god blessed you with me as a new friend so i can help you . if you'd like i can get research and get medical advice from a doctor friend i have in reference to   PTSD, Anxiety/depression, BPD, and insomnia, also suspected schizophrenia. So are you doing any form of therapy along withe medication assisted therapy??? if not ill give you some good places by your home you can check up and call, Honestly some people need their meds to function im one of them and its nothing to be embarrassed about . why do you want to get off your phyc meds .so ive been through all your same situations i am currently trying to mend my life back together little by little.  You are a great mom and your kids need you not some random woman that you think can parent raise and love better than you can. 1step working on forgiving others and your self as well . i have some fun activities for you that work your brain and is excellent for those with mental health issues . im so sorry sad and heartbroken that you feel so alone , im here 4 u though so write back bye goodnight

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Profile Photo by dolphin007 ANGEL24K (305k points)   7 7 12
THE 52 EPISODES OF FLYING HOUSE

1. BLAST OFF FOR THE PAST

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2. STAR SPANGLED NIGHT

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3. LOST AND FOUND IN TIME

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4. VOICE IN THE WILDERNESS

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5. SPEAK OF THE devil

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6. ALL THAT GLITTERS

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7. MILITARY SECRETS

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8. THE PRIZE THAT WAS WON AND LOST

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9. ANOTHER LIFE

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10. THE RUNAWAY

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11. NEIGHBORS

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12. POOR LITTLE RICH MEN

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13. THE GREATEST

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14. BACK FROM THE GRAVE

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15. REAL TREASURE

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16. WHAT IF....?

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17. THE LOST SHEEP

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18. SOUR GRAPES

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19. DOG GONE

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20. LITTLE ORPHAN ANNA

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21. A WORD TO THE WISE

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22. JUDGEMENT DAY

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23. POSSESED

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24. OVER THE HILL

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25. TRUE FRIENDS

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26. devil's GATE

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27. WELL, WELL, WELL!

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28. LEFT HOLDING THE BAG

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29. WHO AMONG YOU...!

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30. OIL AND WATER

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31. A SPECIAL SECRET

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32. MIDNIGHT CALLERS

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33. WHAT IT'S WORTH

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34. FRUITLESS

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35. FOOD FOR A KING

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36. THE SECRET AGENT

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37. THE PREPARATION

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38. BETRAYED

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39. WHO'S IN CHARGE

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40. CROWN OF THORNS

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41. GOLGOTHA

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42. THE EMPTY TOMB

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43. WITH YOU ALWAYS

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44. THE PRISON BREAK

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45. GOOD RIDDANCE

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46. THE BLINDING LIGHT

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47. UNSHACKLED

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48. TENDER GRAPES

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49. SHIPWRECKED

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50. SNAKEBITE

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51. HEARTBREAK

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52. HOMEWARD BOUND

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Profile Photo ago by dolphin007 ANGEL24K (305k points)   7 7 12
8 WAYS TO USE HOLY WATER

https://www.google.com/amp/s/aleteia.org/2020/06/24/3-powerful-sacramentals-to-have-in-your-home/amp/

https://exorcismus.org/sacramentals-exorcised-water-oil-salt-and-incense/

Here is a simple prayer to say when using holy water:

“By this holy water and by Your Precious Blood, wash away all my sins, O Lord God Almighty Son Jesus Christ, Amen.”

1. Bless yourself. This suggestion is obvious, but if we are only blessing ourselves with holy water on Sunday, then aren’t we missing out on the rest of the week?  You can never have too much grace or blessing in your life.  Use holy water daily.  Keeping a holy water font in the home is a great idea so that you, your family, and guests can be blessed in the comings and goings from your home.  Keep the font right by the front door to ensure you never leave home without it.

2. Bless your house.  If you haven’t taken the time to bless your house with holy water, then no time is better than the present.  Your home is the domestic Church and is in need of spiritual protection.  You can sprinkle holy water in your home yourself, or have a priest formally bless your home using holy water as part of the house blessing ceremony.

3. Bless your family. Use holy water to pray and make the Sign of the Cross over your spouse and children before they go to sleep at night. Bonding the family to each other and to God in this way is a great family tradition to adopt. Keep a holy water bottle by the bedside for this purpose.

4. Bless your work space. If you work outside of the home, sprinkling your work space with holy water is a great idea, not only for spiritual protection on the work front, but also as to sanctify your daily work for the glory of God.

5. Bless your car. The car is probably the most dangerous place where you spend a significant amount of time each day. Never underestimate the power of holy water applied to your vehicle to keep you safe from harm's way, when used in faith and trust in God. In fact, you can also have a priest bless your car with holy water.

6. Bless your vegetable garden. It was a common practice in the Middle Ages for people to sprinkle their vegetable gardens with holy water.  In times when people were very dependent on crops for their livelihood, lack of rain or early frosts could be devastating. Using holy water to bless and sanctify the plants that would be used for the fa

7. Bless the sick.  If you know of any sick friends or family, then blessing them with holy water probably counts as a corporeal and a spiritual work of mercy.  If you visit the sick in a hospital or nursing home, bless their living space with holy water and leave a holy water bottle with them as a comfort in their time of need.

8. Bless your pets. Many parishes on the feast of St. Francis of Assisi have a rite of blessing for pets. Pets are loved companions for individuals and families and often provide a great service to them, and even these can be blessed with holy water because all creation has the end of giving glory to God. This also applies to livestock and farm animals that provide labor, livelihood, and nourishment to humans.
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Profile Photo ago by dolphin007 ANGEL24K (305k points)   7 7 12
A REMINDER OF LISTS EVERY CHRISTIAN SHOULD BE FAMILIAR WITH


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The 7 Sacraments (The Holy Mysteries)
1.Baptism
2.Confirmation (Chrismation)
3.Eucharist
4.Penance (Confession, Reconciliation)
5.Matrimony
6.Holy Orders
7.Extreme Unction (Annointing of the Sick
 

The 7 Corporal Works of Mercy
1.To feed the hungry
2.To give drink to the thirsty
3.To clothe the unveiled
4.To shelter the homeless
5.To visit the sick
6.To visit the imprisoned
7.To bury the dead

 
The 7 Spiritual Works of Mercy
1.To counsel the doubtful
2.To instruct the ignorant
3.To admonish the sinner
4.To comfort the sorrowful
5.To forgive all injuries
6.To bear wrongs patiently
7.To pray for the living and the dead
 

The 3 Eminent Good Works
1.Prayer
2.Fasting
3.Almsgiving
 

The 7 Gifts of the Holy Ghost
1.Wisdom
2.Understanding
3.Counsel
4.Fortitude
5.Knowledge
6.Piety
7.Fear of the Lord

Class of Gifts of the Holy Ghost known as Charismata
1.Gift of speaking with wisdom
2.Gift of speaking with knowledge
3.Faith
4.Grace of healing
5.Gift of miracles
6.Gift of prophecy
7.Gift of discerning spirits
8.Gift of tongues
9.Gift of interpreting speeches
 

The 12 Fruits of the Holy Ghost
1.Charity
2.Joy
3.Peace
4.Patience
5.Benignity
6.Goodness
7.Longanimity
8.Mildness
9.Faith
10.Modesty
11.Continency
12.Chastity
 

The 3 Theological Virtues
1.Faith
2.Hope
3.Charity

 
The 4 Cardinal Virtues
1.Prudence
2.Justice
3.Fortitude
4.Temperance
 

The 7 Capital Sins
1.Pride
2.Greed
3.Lust
4.Anger
5.Gluttony
6.Envy
7.Sloth
 

The 6 Sins against the Holy Ghost
1.Presumption
2.Despair
3.Resisting the known truth
4.Envy of another’s spiritual good
5.Obstinacy in sin
6.Final impenitence
 

The 4 Sins that Cry Out to Heaven
1.Willful murder
2.The sin of impenitence ( Sdom & Gommorah )
3.Oppression of the poor
4.Defrauding laborers of their wages
 

Conditions for Mortal Sin
1.Grave matter
2.Full knowledge
3.Deliberate consent
 

The 9 Ways We Participate in Others' Sins
1.By counsel
2.By command
3.By consent
4.By provocation
5.By praise or flattery
6.By concealment
7.By partaking
8.By silence
9.By defense of the ill done
 

The 10 Commandments
1.Thou shalt not have other gods besides Me
2.Thou shalt not take the Name of the Lord thy God in vain
3.Remember to keep holy the Lord’s day
4.Honor thy father and thy mother
5.Thou shalt not murder
6.Thou shalt not commit adultery
7.Thou shalt not steal
8.Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbor
9.Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor’s wife
10.Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor’s goods
 

The 2 Greatest Commandments
1.To love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, soul, mind and strength.
2.To love thy neighbor as thyself.
 

The 3 Evangelical Counsels
1.Voluntary poverty
2.Perpetual chastity
3.Entire obedience.
 

The 6 Precepts of the Church (The Duties of a Catholic)
1.To go to Mass and refrain from servile work on Sundays and holy days
2.To go to Confession at least once a year (traditionally done during Lent)
3.To receive the Eucharist at least once a year, during the Easter Season (known as the "Easter duty")
4.To observe the days of fasting and abstinence
5.To help to provide for the needs of the Church according to one's abilities and station in life
6.To obey the marriage laws of the Church
 

The 3 Powers of the Soul
1.Memory
2.Intellect
3.Will
 

The 4 Pillars of the Catholic Faith
1.The Apostles Creed
2.The Seven Sacraments
3.The Ten Commandments
4.The Lord's Prayer
 

The 3 Pillars of the Church's Authority
1.Sacred Scripture
2.Sacred Tradition
3.Living Magisterium
 

The 3 Munera (Duties of the Ordained)
1.Munus docendi (duty to teach, based on Christ's role as Prophet)
2.Munus sanctificandi (duty to sanctify, based on Christ's role as Priest)
3.Munus regendi (duty to shepherd, based on Christ's role as King)
 

The 3 Parts of the Church
1.The Church Militant (Christians on Earth)
2.The Church Suffering (Christians in Purgatory)
3.The Church Triumphant (Christians in Heaven)
 

The 4 Marks of the Church
1.Unity
2.Sanctity
3.Catholicity
4.Apostolicity
 

The 12 Tribes of Israel
In order of their birth:
1.Reuben
2.Simeon
3.Levi
4.Judah
5.Zabulon
6.Issachar
7.Dan
8.Gad
9.Asher
10.Naphtali
11.Joseph (Menasseh and Ephraim)
12.Benjamin
 

The 8 Beatitudes
1.Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven.
2.Blessed are the meek: for they shall posses the land.
3.Blessed are they who mourn: for they shall be comforted
4.Blessed are they that hunger and thirst after justice: for they shall have their fill
5.Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy
6.Blessed are the clean of heart: for they shall see God
7.Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called children of God
8.Blessed are they that suffer persecution for justice' sake, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven
 

The 14 Stations of the Cross
1.Jesus is Condemned to Die
2.Jesus is Made to Bear His Cross
3.Jesus Falls the First Time
4.Jesus Meets His Mother
5.Simon Helps Jesus Carry His Cross
6.Veronica Wipes Jesus' Face
7.Jesus Falls the Second Time
8.Jesus Meets the Women of Jerusalem
9.Jesus Falls the Third Time
10.Jesus is Stripped
11.Jesus is Nailed to the Cross
12.Jesus Dies on the Cross
13.Jesus is Taken Down from the Cross
14.Jesus is Laid in the Tomb
 

The 15 Mysteries of the Holy Rosary & When They are Prayed

Joyful:
1.Annunciation
2.Visitation
3.Nativity
4.Presentation
5.Finding Jesus in the Temple

Sorrowful:
1.Agony in the Garden
2.The Scourging
3.Crowning with thorns
4.Carrying of the Cross
5.Crucifixion

Glorious:
1.Resurrection
2.Ascension
3.Pentecost
4.Assumption
5.Crowning of Mary

Luminous:
1:The Baptism of Jesus
2:The wedding at Cana
3:Proclaiming the Kingdom of God
4:The Transfiguration
5:The institution of the Holy Eucharist

Mondays: Joyful
Tuesdays: Sorrowful
Wednesdays:Glorious
Thursdays: Luminous
Fridays: Sorrowful
Saturdays: Joyful
Sundays in Advent, Christmastide & Epiphany: Joyful
Sundays in Eastertide & Time After Pentecost:Glorious
All of Septuagesima & Lent: Sorrowful

 
The 9 Choirs of Angels
In ascending order:
1.Angels
2.Archangels
3.Principalities
4.Powers
5.Virtues
6.Dominions
7.Thrones
8.Cherubim
9.Seraphim
 

The 3 Levels of Reverence
1.Dulia:the reverence we give to Saints
2.Hyperdulia:the reverence we give to Mary as the greatest of Saints and Mother of God
3.Latria:the reverence and worship we give to God alone
 

The 14 Holy Helpers
1.St. George, Martyr, April 23
2.St. Blaise, Bishop and Martyr, February 3
3.St. Pantaleon, Martyr, July 27
4.St. Vitus, Martyr, June 15
5.St. Erasmus (Elmo), Bishop and Martyr, June 2
6.St. Christopher, Martyr, July 25
7.St. Giles, Abbot, September 1
8.St. Cyriacus (Cyriac), Martyr, August 8
9.St. Achatius, Martyr, May 8
10.St. Dionysius (Denis), Bishop and Martyr, October 9
11.St. Eustachius (Eustace), Martyr, September 20
12.St. Catherine of Alexandria, Virgin and Martyr, November 25
13.St. Margaret of Antioch, Virgin and Martyr, July 20
14.St. Barbara, Virgin and Martyr, December 4

 
The 7 Last Words of Christ

1.Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do. (Luke 23:34)
2.Amen I say to thee: This day thou shalt be with me in paradise.  (Luke 23:43)
3.Woman, behold thy son. . . .Behold thy mother. (John 19:26-27)
4.Eli, Eli, lamma sabacthani? (My God, My God, why hast Thou forsaken me?) (Matthew 27:46, ref. Psalm 21)
5.I thirst. (John 19:28)
6.It is consummated.(John 19:30)
7.Father, into Thy hands I commend my spirit. (Luke 23:46, ref. Psalm 30:6)

 
The 4 Last Things (The Novissima)
1. Death
2. Judgement
3. Hell
4. Heaven

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