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The past 2 years have really bought me down previous to this i was happy as can be and to be honest it's only recently that im'm feeling this loneliness that is almost ... well, pain.
The first thing that happened was my dad left home and then returned a few months later, this ripped me apart; then a few months later he left again but this time we had been told that he had been cheating all along with a woman that was a close family friend. I felt betrayed and distraught (... i still do) yet once again he returned and i hated him and in a way i still do for the pain my own father put me through. Next i fell for this boy. Within the next 4 months i fell for this boy, and im not ashamed to say that he was my first love. i have never experienced feeling like that before, i still feel them they won't fade... even after he cheated on me with my best friend. I gave him everything and in return he had been cheating the entire time. I just cant believe that i was stupid enough to believe i was the only one for him. The break up lead to what seemed like a lifetime of threats and bullying from both of them, i began to hate life; only a month ago the bullying started to fade as i became more and more suicidal. Then my god mother died... the last person i loved had vanished. The last person i felt i could talk to about everything had gone, taken away from me. I concidered her a second mother, someone i could go to no matter what.
...So this is me stood on the edge, teetering (i dare say) to falling into oblivion. I feel distant from my friends and my college work is failing because i cant concentrate and it's slowely getting worse. It's got to the point where i consider ending it every day, every single day... i just cant do this anymore, please help.
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Profile Photo by faith ANGEL22K+ (22.4k points)   3 7 36
Hi I would like to talk more with you, would you be happy for me to message you in Private ?
You say you was once  was happy and now things have changed for you. Who do you talk to about these feelings ? How old are you ? these things we can talk in private about if you wish.............Angel Faith
Betrayal can't seem like the worst feeling. And your father has done this and came back and then again. You have the right to your feelings. It may cause you to have some trust issues. Then with the boyfriend and being bullied is the WORST. People can be so cruel. Usually when people bully it means they don't feel good about who they are. I'm a Christian and I believe in forgiveness. You are going to have to make peace with your father and forgive him. For your own sake. And people who cheat have esteem problems as well. So, now you feel like giving up .... don't. Hang in there. You are a Child of the Most High God. I believe in prayer. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. Things happen for a reason. And since this guy broke up with you for your best friend. Then she really wasn't your friend to start with. We learn from our mistakes. I'll say a prayer for you. Please, hang in there and know that people care about you. God has something better for you. You'll look back on this one day and you will thank GOD, that your boyfriend was changed for someone else who will come into your life. Please don't be sad or want to give up. As a Christian, I care for you and I will be praying for your situation. God Bless.
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Profile Photo by Nancy ANGEL500 (500 points)   2
Hello friend. My name is Nancy......and I feel that you and I have so very much in common. The things you have recently experienced and gone through are very familliar to me. I have had some incredible hardships, as you have and feel as though I could write a

Can I ask you this question?? When you posted this on this site.....did you not feel a slight sense of relief afterwords?? Do u tend to hold in your feelings, or are you ok with telling people how u are feeling (im not so gr8 at that)

I would like to talk to you more, and offer some advice that has worked so very well for me. I do not usually come onto this site every day, but do check my e-mail every day, so please feel free to e-mail me rather then answer on here....its totally up to you. But here is my info;

Nancy (name)

email :nnjj99@*******.ca

I ask you these questions because it will help me offer you the best possible ways to cope with your trying situiation, and I really would like to help you. Hope to hear from you. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY :o)
asked May 5, 2013 by anonymous   I JUST WANT TO DIE,WASTE OF SPACE
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Just accept your flaws and see your worth. Love is everywhere but it is also in your heart. Everyone are wearing mask but you dont need one anymore if you keep yourself open. Enjoy life with the will of God.
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Profile Photo by dolphin007 ANGEL24K (309k points)   7 7 12

1. Anima Christi

Soul of Christ, sanctify me; Body of Christ, save me; Blood of Christ, inebriate me; Water from the side of Christ, wash me; Passion of Christ, strengthen me; O good Jesus, hear me; within Thy wounds, hide me; let me never be separated from Thee; from the evil one, deliver me; at the hour of my death, call me and bid me come to Thee, that with Thy saints, I may praise Thee forever and ever. Amen.

2. Prayer Against Malefice from the Greek Ritual

God, our Lord, King of ages, All-powerful and All-mighty, You Who made everything and Who transform everything simply by Your will. You Who in Babylon changed into dew the flames of the ‘seven-times hotter’ furnace and protected and saved the three holy children. You are the doctor and the physician of our soul. You are the salvation of those who turn to You.

We beseech You to make powerless, banish, and drive out every diabolic power, presence, and machination; every evil influence, malefice, or evil eye and all evil actions aimed against Your servant [name of person/s]. Where there is envy and malice, give us an abundance of goodness, endurance, victory, and charity.

O Lord, You Who love man, we beg You to reach out Your powerful hands and Your most high and mighty arms and send the angel of peace over us, to protect us, body and soul. May he keep at bay and vanquish every evil power, every poison or malice invoked against us by corrupt and envious people.

Then, under the protection of Your authority may we sing, in gratitude, ‘The Lord is my salvation; whom should I fear? I will not fear evil because You are with me, my God, my strength, my powerful Lord, Lord of peace, Father of all ages.”

Yes, Lord our God, be merciful to us, Your image, and save your servant [name of person/s] from every threat or harm from the evil one, and protect him/her by raising him/her above all evil. We ask You this through the intercession of our Most Blessed, glorious Lady, Mary ever Virgin, Mother of God, of the most splendid archangels and all Your saints. Amen!

3. Prayer for Deliverance

My Lord, you are all powerful, you are God, you are Father. We beg you through the intercession and help of the archangels Michael, Raphael and Gabriel, for the deliverance of our brothers and sisters who are enslaved by the evil one. All saints of Heaven, come to our aid.

From anxiety, sadness and obsessions, we beg You. Free us, O Lord. From hatred, fornication, envy, we beg You, Free us, O Lord. From thoughts of jealousy, rage, and death, we beg You, Free us, O Lord. From every thought of suicide and abortion, we beg You, Free us, O Lord. From every form of sinful sexuality, we beg You, Free us, O Lord.

From every division in our family, and every harmful friendship, we beg You, Free us, O Lord. From every sort of spell, malefic, witchcraft, and every form of the occult, we beg You, Free us, O Lord.

Lord, You Who said, “I leave you peace, My peace I give you,” grant that, through the intercession of the Virgin Mary, we may be liberated from every evil spell and enjoy your peace always. In the name of Christ, our Lord. Amen.

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