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i am 41 i have suffered from mental health problems for years and the professionals cannot help.  I cannot form relationships with others and i am tormented every minute....

i have never drunk alcohol or done illegal drugs, i have never smoked.... oh god i hate this.... i have no strength left to carry on.... i have lived alone inside my mind trapped by the torture of humiliation and ridicule... I genuinely hate everyone for how they make me feel... and yet it is my own mind...

when i was 17 i fell of my bicycle and broke my hip.... i never knew... i know now with my worn hip and twisted spine and trapped nerve in my ribs.... years of pain.... needless pain.... i can't take pain killers as they clash with my mind medication .... and to think i was coming back from a bible study class... i hate god....

i see no hope .... to many times i have tried to change only to come back to this.... i can't do this anymore..... please take it away...

tony.withers1@ntlworld.com
Country: england
    

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It saddens me that you hate god, because god doesn't hate you.  This pain that you feel right now, while it may seem like everything is only temporary.  God loves you and is watching over you, someday you will find peace in him, but you must remain strong now.  Do not let this get the better of you, I know it's hard, just do the best that you can, that is all anyone can ask of you.

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