Dear Annoymous May 8
I live in England, I've just read your message.
Suicide is the NOT answer. It will only lead to more death and a worse hell then you are living in right now. Jesus is the answer, he wants to help, but he will not force his will on you. If you have a bible go now to xx get on your knees and ask God to come and rescue you from thoughts of death - these are the lies of the enemy who wants you to forsake the most powerful, discovery of your life - Right Now - that Jesus has already made a way out of this mess. Suspend right now thoughts of death, take up Jesus, he died so that you could go free of this mess of darkness that is around you. Don't be proud, do not be stubborn, just believe. It doesn't matter what we think, God is real, he looks on at you now probably weeping, and hoping that you will grasp hold of him like a little child who needs a Great Big Loving Dad right now.. Repeat these words: "Jesus, come to my rescue, I need you NOW, you died for me. Forgive me of my sins, I am sorry I have ignored you, I trust you at your word, give me a new heart and a new life, I will follow you, lead me out of darkness into life. I believe in my heart that you are the Son of God and that you died on the cross taking my sins upon you. I thank you Lord, reconcile me to my Father who created me and has a plan for my life - I will NOT listen to another lie of the enemy that tells me I am hopeless and better of dead, NO!, your Word tells me that you came that I might have life, more abundantly to the full and until it is overflowing. Show me the narrow path that leads to the abundant life of goodness, love and purpose, healing, deliverance, restoration. Show me Heaven Father, I come to you. You are the only want who can save me, not man's platitudes as I have already said, but your annointed word, your Holy Spirit power that will never fail, I give you everything Lord, for I have nothing left but you. In Jesus, mighty name save me. Thank you for the Blood that has set me FREE. [say that blood, because ***** hates the blood because it gives life; say it again and again, thank for your Blood Lord, thank you for your blood!"
Now my friend, do not doubt, and DO Not be afraid. God is going to show up. If you get a negative thought in your mind, rebuke it. Say, no ***** in Jesus name be gone. I choose life NOT death. You are dead but I live because of Jesus. Keep saying Jesus's name, meditate on it, Get your bible and start reading, just read it out loud. You are an overcomer because Jesus has already made a way.
Now if you are brave enough, go to the internet and type in Todd Bentley South Africa, sit down and keep listening and you are going to see what is going to happen to you. You are going to be set free today. Do not doubt only believe. I love you.
God is going to crush that lying Spirit of death. Call on Jesus until he turns up. This is the way to life.