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I'm only 20 and gay and already stressing about life. my gf left me at my breaking point in life. I feel so alone because my family doesn't care, I am struggling financially, emotionally and psychically. I had heart problems as a kid an now they're back because of so much stress. I just want to disappear. I need to feel what it feels to be truly loved and cared about. I cry inside everyday and no one cares. I'm breaking already! please help!!! I really hope you people that are homophobic look past that I am gay and see me as a human and help me. my family already doesn't care or my ex gf and I just need to know that someone does care somewhere out there!
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I just wanted to message to say that you are not alone, you are at a low point in your life but please go and seek help. I don't live in the US so am unaware of what is available to you but am sure there must be many organisations who can give you the support you need.

Keep writing here and people will show you that you are not alone.

As has already been mentioned elsewhere, take up meditation and yoga, there are many downloads available some of them free and I can assure you they really do help to get you to a place that you can move on from, It certainly helped me and I am not sure how I would have survived without taking up both.

Good luck and keep in touch.
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I hope this is not late. I don't know when you posted your problems. I have been feeling a lot of my life alone and unloved too. Sometimes the pain was unbearable,fortunately I became a christian and my life has changed to the better.  I understand that not everyone wants to know about Jesus, but even GOD doesn't want his beloved children to commit suicide !!!!  HE hurts when we do !! GOD made you, what a beautiful miracle you are. You can think, talk walk - absolutely amazing ! You see, all the people who write to you care, even if they are far away.

I truly understand how cruel and hard and painful life can be !!! It often doesn't make any sense to me at all.

But I know that suffering is in the world, because GOD let's people make there own decisions. But I also believe that the devil tries everything to make us miserable, honestly - he knows our weeknesses .

You are loved so much by GOD, because HE wanted you - otherwise you woulnd't be alive.

Hope this helps, lots of love




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