You are not Gay 'cuz there's no such thing... You are a Man... Always try to remember that our Lord God Almighty has created from the beginning Adam & Eve alone.. as in Man & Woman... the unexplainable feeling that you have that you have that you have to come out or you must come out 'cuz you feel that you've just wasted your time...
Psychology can't even exactly explain about this Gender Idenity Crisis wherein a man or a lady has beyond the normal thoughts & emotions over another man or a woman... instead of the opposite sex... Psychology would say that it's caused by congenetal factors like if you have a relative who has the same situation then one might as well inherit the same thing, or if one for male is closer to his mother or sister or has more female friends than male friends.. then one tends to identify his gender with the female side, or if one for female is closer to his father or brother or has more male friends than femal.. then this one tends to identify her gender with the male side, etc..
But the real thing is that this unexplainable feeling of a man & a woman having some sort of affection with the same gender.. this's more of the supernatural side.. wherein it's really the work of the evil enemies of our Lord God Almighty since the beginning of time that keeps on snaring or tempting or blemishing the thoughts & emotion of a man or a woman to act & feel something irrational or beyond the normal towards the same sex.. usually the lure of the flesh that tempts an individual man or a woman to have an ****** thoughts and emotions towards the same sex... instead of the opposite sex..
Look it is really the revenge of the evil enemy against our Lord God Almighty.. wherein this evil enemy or creature will think & do anything unimaginable evil just to destroy the soul of all humans alive..
Devotions to our Lord God Almighty will help an individual heal... always remember that since the beginning it's Just Adam & Eve... and our Lord God Almighty is the Divine & Holy God of order.. so meaning Man & Woman alone..
That's why you are not Gay.. but you are a man... and our Lord God Almighty will heal you from this type of curse that clouds the Gender of a Man & a Woman which is really caused by His evil enemy since the beginning of time.. that's why there's no reason to come out & tell the whole world that you're gay 'cuz there's no such thing.. and look many have come out or just succumed or got carried away or has been overwhelmed to that curse feeling of being gay 'cuz they thought that they will be happy but was so remoarseful in the end.. always remember that reputation or integrity is priceless..
The best thing that you can do is to come out of that negative evil cloud that nebulizes you're manhood or being a man.. and you have to think and feel that you are a MAN.. no more no less.. and put your trust in our Lord God Almighty 'cuz He will not let you down and will help you heal and will remove that curse that clouds your Manhood..
God bless you my friend and your whole family always & forever..
PS: Try to check on the links below.. I'm sure it will heal your mind, body & soul...
Verse in the Holy Bible about reputation:
Proverbs 22:1 ESV / 175 helpful votes
A good name is to be chosen rather than great riches, and favor is better than silver or gold.
1 Peter 2:12 ESV / 89 helpful votes
Keep your conduct among the Gentiles honorable, so that when they speak against you as evildoers, they may see your good deeds and glorify God on the day of visitation.
Ecclesiastes 7:1 ESV / 72 helpful votes
A good name is better than precious ointment, and the day of death than the day of birth.
1 Timothy 3:2-7 ESV / 46 helpful votes
Therefore an overseer must be above reproach, the husband of one wife, sober-minded, self-controlled, respectable, hospitable, able to teach, not a drunkard, not violent but gentle, not quarrelsome, not a lover of money. He must manage his own household well, with all dignity keeping his children submissive, for if someone does not know how to manage his own household, how will he care for God's church? He must not be a recent convert, or he may become puffed up with conceit and fall into the condemnation of the devil. ...
1 Peter 2:11-12 ESV / 43 helpful votes
Beloved, I urge you as sojourners and exiles to abstain from the passions of the flesh, which wage war against your soul. Keep your conduct among the Gentiles honorable, so that when they speak against you as evildoers, they may see your good deeds and glorify God on the day of visitation.
1 Corinthians 4:1 ESV / 30 helpful votes
This is how one should regard us, as servants of Christ and stewards of the mysteries of God.
Philippians 4:5 ESV / 20 helpful votes
Let your reasonableness be known to everyone. The Lord is at hand;
Philippians 1:27 ESV / 16 helpful votes
Only let your manner of life be worthy of the gospel of Christ, so that whether I come and see you or am absent, I may hear of you that you are standing firm in one spirit, with one mind striving side by side for the faith of the gospel,
2 Corinthians 6:3 ESV / 13 helpful votes
We put no obstacle in anyone's way, so that no fault may be found with our ministry,
Psalm 1:6 ESV / 12 helpful votes
For the Lord knows the way of the righteous, but the way of the wicked will perish.
Ruth 2:1-13 ESV / 12 helpful votes
Now Naomi had a relative of her husband's, a worthy man of the clan of Elimelech, whose name was Boaz. And Ruth the Moabite said to Naomi, “Let me go to the field and glean among the ears of grain after him in whose sight I shall find favor.” And she said to her, “Go, my daughter.” So she set out and went and gleaned in the field after the reapers, and she happened to come to the part of the field belonging to Boaz, who was of the clan of Elimelech. And behold, Boaz came from Bethlehem. And he said to the reapers, “The Lord be with you!” And they answered, “The Lord bless you.” Then Boaz said to his young man who was in charge of the reapers, “Whose young woman is this?” ...
James 2:1-26 ESV / 11 helpful votes
My brothers, show no partiality as you hold the faith in our Lord Jesus Christ, the Lord of glory. For if a man wearing a gold ring and fine clothing comes into your assembly, and a poor man in shabby clothing also comes in, and if you pay attention to the one who wears the fine clothing and say, “You sit here in a good place,” while you say to the poor man, “You stand over there,” or, “Sit down at my feet,” have you not then made distinctions among yourselves and become judges with evil thoughts? Listen, my beloved brothers, has not God chosen those who are poor in the world to be rich in faith and heirs of the kingdom, which he has promised to those who love him? ...
Acts 20:35 ESV / 11 helpful votes
In all things I have shown you that by working hard in this way we must help the weak and remember the words of the Lord Jesus, how he himself said, ‘It is more blessed to give than to receive.’”
Proverbs 3:1-4 ESV / 11 helpful votes
My son, do not forget my teaching, but let your heart keep my commandments, for length of days and years of life and peace they will add to you. Let not steadfast love and faithfulness forsake you; bind them around your neck; write them on the tablet of your heart. So you will find favor and good success in the sight of God and man.