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I have been struggling with depression for over a year. I have tried so many things to get out of it. Every time I am almost there, things just get worse. I've cut myself endless times and I've tried to end it all a dozen. My friends are dropping like flies. I'm also in love (don't tell me I'm not, I honestly don't know what it is) with my friend. He is so amazing. I have told him endless times how I feel and I have hurt so many people just to keep him in my life. I even broke his best friend's heart. I feel so horrible, like I don't deserve to live. I don't feel like I am worth anybodies time. I've hurt enough people and I just keep making things worse. I'm so close to losing my best friend of 10 years, too. I just don't want to lose anybody else and I don't want to be called anymore names.
Everyone calls me a s*** because I talk to and do things with guys. I'm really just scared to be committed to someone after the last time. I just don't know what to do with my life anymore and I just want to end it all right now.
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When we want to be loved by others we must learn to love our selves first.

Sounds stupid doesn't it ,but think about it what do you see in other people you love.

They don't have to even look good, its about having the confidence to like themselves.

Work on the things you like about yourself, it may be your sense of humour or your loyalty to your family or one of many other things.

Be positive and live in the moment , be the best you can right now.

Acknowledge your feelings, its OK to have them but its what you do about them that counts.

Leave yesterday behind and thing about now, you can only have control over what your doing now.

Talk to your Mum or Dad or an adult you trust , believe me when I tell you they would have gone through similar feelings them selves.

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Life isn't fair, people are only what we allow them to be!

Everyday is a fight to survive and you are your own best warrior.  "Never retreat and no surrender".  These are not just words but the guiding direction of strength and success.  It isn't what they think of you but what you make them think about themselves.  If your strong they will either follow because they recognize or mock because they themselves are weak.  Like wading through muck, hold your head high above it and drive on through to the other side.  Make of yourself what you want to be, don't allow the weak and muckish of this world add you to their refuse and wasted lives.
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1. Anima Christi

Soul of Christ, sanctify me; Body of Christ, save me; Blood of Christ, inebriate me; Water from the side of Christ, wash me; Passion of Christ, strengthen me; O good Jesus, hear me; within Thy wounds, hide me; let me never be separated from Thee; from the evil one, deliver me; at the hour of my death, call me and bid me come to Thee, that with Thy saints, I may praise Thee forever and ever. Amen.

2. Prayer Against Malefice from the Greek Ritual

God, our Lord, King of ages, All-powerful and All-mighty, You Who made everything and Who transform everything simply by Your will. You Who in Babylon changed into dew the flames of the ‘seven-times hotter’ furnace and protected and saved the three holy children. You are the doctor and the physician of our soul. You are the salvation of those who turn to You.

We beseech You to make powerless, banish, and drive out every diabolic power, presence, and machination; every evil influence, malefice, or evil eye and all evil actions aimed against Your servant [name of person/s]. Where there is envy and malice, give us an abundance of goodness, endurance, victory, and charity.

O Lord, You Who love man, we beg You to reach out Your powerful hands and Your most high and mighty arms and send the angel of peace over us, to protect us, body and soul. May he keep at bay and vanquish every evil power, every poison or malice invoked against us by corrupt and envious people.

Then, under the protection of Your authority may we sing, in gratitude, ‘The Lord is my salvation; whom should I fear? I will not fear evil because You are with me, my God, my strength, my powerful Lord, Lord of peace, Father of all ages.”

Yes, Lord our God, be merciful to us, Your image, and save your servant [name of person/s] from every threat or harm from the evil one, and protect him/her by raising him/her above all evil. We ask You this through the intercession of our Most Blessed, glorious Lady, Mary ever Virgin, Mother of God, of the most splendid archangels and all Your saints. Amen!

3. Prayer for Deliverance

My Lord, you are all powerful, you are God, you are Father. We beg you through the intercession and help of the archangels Michael, Raphael and Gabriel, for the deliverance of our brothers and sisters who are enslaved by the evil one. All saints of Heaven, come to our aid.

From anxiety, sadness and obsessions, we beg You. Free us, O Lord. From hatred, fornication, envy, we beg You, Free us, O Lord. From thoughts of jealousy, rage, and death, we beg You, Free us, O Lord. From every thought of suicide and abortion, we beg You, Free us, O Lord. From every form of sinful sexuality, we beg You, Free us, O Lord.

From every division in our family, and every harmful friendship, we beg You, Free us, O Lord. From every sort of spell, malefic, witchcraft, and every form of the occult, we beg You, Free us, O Lord.

Lord, You Who said, “I leave you peace, My peace I give you,” grant that, through the intercession of the Virgin Mary, we may be liberated from every evil spell and enjoy your peace always. In the name of Christ, our Lord. Amen.

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