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I have been living in a house for a while and my boyfriend has been paying the rent. I have been searching for a job and I havent been able to find anythng. He wont be paying my rent anymore so I will be thrown out and in debt. There is no room for me any where and i wont be able to do anything. There is no point to my life none at all. I am a worthless piece of ****. I just want to die its not like anything will change. Life has been this way for two years. No matter how hard I try I just screw it up more. The only thing keeping me alive is that I might be pregnant. But if I'm not then really there is no more point in living.
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You have to be strong for your baby, I know how you feel i have been through something like that. Suicide is never the solution. You should keep looking for a job, dont give up. Things may be tough now but they WILL look up soon. Just dont give up
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First I'm sorry that you are frustrated and hurting. Now I'm putting on my Mommy combat boots. I am going to tell you what I have told my son (28 yrs. old) and daughter (22 yrs. old) several times at various low points in their lives. You said, "I am a worthless piece of ****." Now I'm going to tell you the truth!!!!! "You may FEEL like a piece of ****, but that is NOT WHO YOU ARE!!!!!!"  Too many times we label ourselves with such negatives. Let me tell you as one mother to a potentially new mother, your child will live up to the label you place on him or her. The same is true about you. You will live up to the level of the label you attach to yourself. It's ok to feel anything you want about yourself or your situation. Just remember feelings are just that feelings. They change directions like the wind. You cannot base any decisions in your life on feelings. Men are much better at this than we are as women. However, men do need our feelings because otherwise at times they can become heartless.  Now I'm taking off my Mommy combat boots and standing before you to tell you something supremely hard to type. One of my children has tried to commit suicide 2 times. But God is gracious and has thwarted each attempt. I'm eternally greatful for His grace. So let me tell you a truth I learned about suicide. Suicide is a long term, permanent solution to a short term, temporary problem. Please take the option of "suicide" out of your equation. You belong here just as much as my child does. You matter to others. You matter to me. No one can take your place in this world. Because there is no one nor will there ever be anyone like you. Yes. It sounds like you are in a really difficult situation. I do not want to minimize your circumstances at all. You seem disheartened, frustrated, hurt and overwhelmed. Reach out to family, friends, a church, etc. There are people who will help you! One time my child and I were talking about the suicide attempts. I said, "I know you really didn't want to kill yourself. You were just in so much pain that it was the only way you could communicate it to all of us." My child told me I was right. And my child is working hard to move their life forward. Easy? No. Good? Yes. I can't imagine my life without that child!!!

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1. Anima Christi

Soul of Christ, sanctify me; Body of Christ, save me; Blood of Christ, inebriate me; Water from the side of Christ, wash me; Passion of Christ, strengthen me; O good Jesus, hear me; within Thy wounds, hide me; let me never be separated from Thee; from the evil one, deliver me; at the hour of my death, call me and bid me come to Thee, that with Thy saints, I may praise Thee forever and ever. Amen.

2. Prayer Against Malefice from the Greek Ritual

God, our Lord, King of ages, All-powerful and All-mighty, You Who made everything and Who transform everything simply by Your will. You Who in Babylon changed into dew the flames of the ‘seven-times hotter’ furnace and protected and saved the three holy children. You are the doctor and the physician of our soul. You are the salvation of those who turn to You.

We beseech You to make powerless, banish, and drive out every diabolic power, presence, and machination; every evil influence, malefice, or evil eye and all evil actions aimed against Your servant [name of person/s]. Where there is envy and malice, give us an abundance of goodness, endurance, victory, and charity.

O Lord, You Who love man, we beg You to reach out Your powerful hands and Your most high and mighty arms and send the angel of peace over us, to protect us, body and soul. May he keep at bay and vanquish every evil power, every poison or malice invoked against us by corrupt and envious people.

Then, under the protection of Your authority may we sing, in gratitude, ‘The Lord is my salvation; whom should I fear? I will not fear evil because You are with me, my God, my strength, my powerful Lord, Lord of peace, Father of all ages.”

Yes, Lord our God, be merciful to us, Your image, and save your servant [name of person/s] from every threat or harm from the evil one, and protect him/her by raising him/her above all evil. We ask You this through the intercession of our Most Blessed, glorious Lady, Mary ever Virgin, Mother of God, of the most splendid archangels and all Your saints. Amen!

3. Prayer for Deliverance

My Lord, you are all powerful, you are God, you are Father. We beg you through the intercession and help of the archangels Michael, Raphael and Gabriel, for the deliverance of our brothers and sisters who are enslaved by the evil one. All saints of Heaven, come to our aid.

From anxiety, sadness and obsessions, we beg You. Free us, O Lord. From hatred, fornication, envy, we beg You, Free us, O Lord. From thoughts of jealousy, rage, and death, we beg You, Free us, O Lord. From every thought of suicide and abortion, we beg You, Free us, O Lord. From every form of sinful sexuality, we beg You, Free us, O Lord.

From every division in our family, and every harmful friendship, we beg You, Free us, O Lord. From every sort of spell, malefic, witchcraft, and every form of the occult, we beg You, Free us, O Lord.

Lord, You Who said, “I leave you peace, My peace I give you,” grant that, through the intercession of the Virgin Mary, we may be liberated from every evil spell and enjoy your peace always. In the name of Christ, our Lord. Amen.

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