I want to encourage you as much as I can. Here is something I wrote to encourage myself awhile back. It's simple, it's not perfect, but I hope it can help even if in a small way.
The Journey (Short Version)
By RS in Canada
Life is a Journey through time and space, one we can direct but not always fully control. On this Journey we can without doubt make our lives what we want them to be, no matter how hard this may sound. On this Journey, know what you want, have dreams, set goals, be realistic and just know they will come to be, they will happen, without any doubts. Know without doubt you can do it, you can make it happen because you can and will no matter how hard this may sound at this time.
Clean away all negative thoughts. Place failure and I can't far out of thought mind and heart. Believe that yes I can do this, Yes I want this and yes this will happen. Again always believe from deep inside, as if it has already happened, no matter how hard this may seem. We ALL have The Power no matter where we are at in Time & Space.
Along this Journey of life many people come into our lives, some for short periods of time, others for longer periods of time. Some are good, some are bad and some are in between. Some can inspire us, motivate us, Mentor us while others can bring us downand try to discourage us. Some will hurt us in various ways while others will become true and loyal friends that care and can make our hearts Happy.
Never give up on True Love for one day you will find it and it will find you, when you least expect it. When it does arrive into your life cherish it and cultivate it with all your heart, body, mind and soul. Know and appreciate how precious it is. Remember not to feel as if it's far away or never going ot arrive, these feelings will keep it far away. Just have confidence that at the right time, yes, it will come to you if you feel the warmth, the Love inside and that it will come to you.
Most important, never give up on yourself, only you, your creator and your faith can keep the ride going. Never allow your spirit to be broken and if it is, repair it now. Never ever give up on life or have the feelings of such because it will get better and when it does your richness of experience will become your strength as well as a tower of support for others in need along this Journey we call Life.