help me i dont know what to do

Question

imlost everyday that ticks by it gets worse i am 44 lost my wife daughter i live alone now i am scared to go out .i have been on disabilty for 11 yrs its getting worse i just wat to end the pain i have been haveing these urges just to **** myself.im tired of being alone.idont like myself anymore i just want to do i am looking for a quick way.i am so tired waking up it actully makes me physically ill. i take medications but they seem to work i dont have enough to od.

Answer 1

Hi, I can see you are sad and lonely,  I understand  what you are saying.
Do you not have any relatives or friends around that can help you ?.
When did you last feel that things were going good for you.

Do you suffer from depression ? If you would like to share some of these things with me, I am happy to listen.
Having someone to talk with can help . Please message me back and we can talk...........Angel Faith

Answer 2

Please don't let your past define your future.

Suicide is NOT a solution. There are options and solutions that could make positive changes to your future life. And we would love to explore those together.

Tell us more about your story.

Meanwhile, please talk with the helpline: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)

Answer 3

Brother you are not alone. You have friends. We are here and you have the best friend you can ever ask for at your disposalif you'll just just reach out to Him. His name is Jesus. He is always there. Lean on Him. If you don't mind I'd like to pray for you right now. Heavenly Father, we come thanking and praising You for this day. We come lifting up this brother,. Lord You know all his needs and circumstances. I'm asking and believing You right now to touch his life. Show him Your mercy, love grace and favor. Father give Him peace. Show him that he is never alone because You are walking with Him every step of the way and that even through these situations You have a greater plan for his life. You are bigger than any disability and circumstance. You said that when we call on Your name You will be faithful to deliver us, so we are standing on that promise right now. Lord make him whole, in Jesus's name. May God bless and keep you. May His face shine on you and He be gracious to you. May His peace, love and mercy surround you forever. In Jesus's name, Amen. Brother, if you want to talk or want to know more about getting to know Jesus and receiving His peace just message me. I'm here for you. Jesus loves you and so do I. Don't end your life, it is very precious. You are here for a reason and God will change things for you when you let Him. Please don't let the enemy win. Jeremiah 29:11 NLT For I know the plans I have for you,” says the LORD. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.

Answer 4

Hell Friend: Your life has such value and purpose even though you have suffered a great loss (family). There is a great family of people waiting to meet you - all you have to do is seek them out. Isolation and nothing to do is the devil playing field. Don't allow him to feed insecurity, confusion, abandonment, lonliness into your spirit. Few experiences in life are as painful as the sting of loss of a loved one, through divorce, death etc. But God wants you to know He will help you put your life together again. He wants to bring hope, healing and peace to your troubled life! There is the "door of hope" God has made available to you if you would only turn to Him and give Him the broken pieces of your life and watch how He restores it! The Lord heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. You are a young man that has a "full" life of experiences, wonders and purpose, in-spite of your illness. God is  healer!

God wants to partner with you to draw out what He has planted deep in your soul to become, to do, so you won't miss your purpose - He wants to suuround you with His people to help you see His reality He has purposed in for life  - NOT want the devil want you to waste your life experiencing isolation, depression, defeat and lonliness.

Come on my friend what do you have to loss? But watch what all you gain - an ABUNDANT LIFE!!!!! Seek out a God-Fearing church and blessings will flow. Don't stay struck! Be blessed.

God' servant,