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i was raped recently
sexually abused as a young girl
lost my mother to cancer few years ago
hyper sensitive to everything around me i absorb the energy of everyone i cant take it anymore
i get no peace i have terrible anxiety i never feel refreshed or recharged even tho i spend all my time alone
no one takes me seriously
i had counsellors before they didnt work in the end
im a really sensitive person and developing addictions as a way to cope but dont want to be around other addicts as it reminds me of my abusive alchoholic father
please hear me,  im just a girl who needs the pain to stop,  i dont trust anyone because of all iv been thru, iv had friends in the past growing up but they wernt real friends and i dumped them i wanted to start fresh but cant and dont interact with anyone to make new friends dont go out socially or at all really as im in constant fear, i have ptsd , probably bi-polar and schizophernia, and a lot of other mental illness' that arent improving at all only getting worse, iv lost my niece due to my illness' i cant be around her as shes a young girl and im too sick mentally and emotionally and besides all that its all taking its toll on my body and i feel old and sluggish all the time i feel terribly ill in many ways.
Country: ireland

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Profile Photo by parris ANGEL4000+ (4.6k points)   1 4 17
Hello so sorry what's happened to you so sad you got raped and that so hard that say times a healer it won't happen straight away but. Take day bye day and who did that to u you can let him up her win as this is your life and you can't let him up her beat you and you say everyone taken your energy I'd say u run out because what happened to you losing your mums a big part so sorry but your mum would not want u like this and you dad with the drink got another on that's why u feel everyone taken.your energy your just really low I'd say go back to the docs and tell them how low you are as you need someone as you are going round in circles I no your ill your self but you are taken to much on this why if it was me I go see my doctor I'm here jobs uk
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I hope you are ok. You have had some terrible things happen to you in your life but you are a survivor.  Please don't give up, you are an amazing person and deserve a good happy life, keep being strong, you can help others who have had experiences like you. Gain strength, pull through, there is good out therex

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